Long lost friend.

Where am I?

Where have I gone?

Where am I going?

When will I be back?

I need a map, a map with the way highlighted with neon pink.

A pink thats bright, and exciting, and revealing, revealing the way from a to b.

Where a is the lost, barren wastland Im stuck in, stuck in wandering in the sand storm, whirling me around like a broken leaf fallen from its home.
and where b... well b is that place is where I become alive, where my soul is singing, and laughing in sunshine showers.

someone help me find the key? the map? the secret to my return.